............................. eida terima kenyataan.
#masih terngiang-ngiang di telinga eida dengan kata-kata ustaz hafiz itu
today,i talk to myself in the mirror...i'm looking myself in the mirror. feeling down,really down !!#masih terngiang-ngiang di telinga eida dengan kata-kata ustaz hafiz itu
i'm crying. really depressed..angat stress..but i'm trying to convince myself that I'm not weak if I cry.. Grghhhh.. arrggh, damn ! eida tak kuat ....i feel like i'm dying,but i always keep remain what friends, and love said to me. be strong be strong
ya i will be strong
i'm a big big girl even i'm pendek...huhuhu..i should be strong,stop crying..(
it's hard for me to accept the truth the fact. still dalam "terkejut" .
boleh naik gile, seriously ! why all of these happend to me..
Im so embarrassed, Shit... i really feel disgusted with myself,i feel like i'm a rubbish.. :(
i still can't accept the fact !!
ya allah, dugaan kau berikan pada diri ini amat berat,kau bukakanlah pintu hati ini untuk menerima hakikat ini...... berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk lalui semua ini dengan redha.
slow by slow, i will learn to accept the truth,the reality. INSYALLAH. it's really take time.
.till then.
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